The Question
To contemplate or to ramble... that is the question. It is like Shakespeare himself is living in my mind and is pondering, wondering whether he feels the need to contemplate or to ramble. Hi, let me introduce myself. I am Jodelieh Blue and I am a wanna-be teacher. I am frustrated and I need a place to think, to ramble and to contemplate. I am currently in my last phase of my study to become a primary school teacher in the Netherlands. Things are not going so amazing and I am angry and sad. More than any thing; I am tired. I am tired of have someone watching me and only telling me the things I do wrong. At the same time she is wondering why I am so negative. Every day I am thinking: breath in, breath out... just 169 days and than you are done. Do I think I am a perfect teacher. Hell no! I am at the start, but my internship is not going the way I want it and I regret starting at this school. How do I deal with this situatie. Well, for a starter: I ramble and practice some angry c...